The wind blows through a broken window 
Bringing the leaves of autumn inside 
As I'm sitting here trying to catch a thought 
And try somehow not to cry 

It should be easy to start 
But day after day it's getting harder 
The walls are cracking and it's cold in here 
Water comes through the ceiling 
But I don't mind 

Past are the days when the rays of sun still 
Shone to this place forlorn 
And this share memory is really painfull enough 
To wish they'd never have been 

And I'm riding high to freezing atmosphere 
Above the lonely clouds 
And I will never return 
Never coming back for I'm no more 

Like brothers we walked the miles through 
Unholy land of alienation 
Until the dew settled down in the forest 
We saw the faces of the dead 

I'd never seen what's wrong with me inside 
Until I saw the light and knew it was not for me